Ay, ay, got so much pain in my heart
Trying to find peace everyday it get hard
Lil got killed for the in my heart
I saw his brains on the ground, I remain in a war
Everyday I’m gripping on that pole when I ride
Pull out when I’m walking ’cause I feel like someone behind me
Cousin stole a pole everybody getting grimy
Don’t know who to trust even my bitch look slimy
Peaking out my window in the middle of the night
Pray to lord they don’t book me or kill me for that night
If you a real nigga got to feel me
I try, I try, I try to get revenge on any nigga that hurt my family
And any jam that I’m in I was taught don’t panic
My soul hurt
Lost so many of my niggas that ain’t never coming back, Lord why they have to go first?
My soul hurt
Felt so much pain in my heart, you ain’t never felt how my soul hurt
Ay, baby mama hoping that I die
My homies wanna kill me I been feeling the vibe
They tryna shoot up my car, can’t let em know what I ride
Can’t hop out ’cause I ain’t loco I paid them to go inside
Pulling up at my shows they upping phones for pictures
I’m nervous in my city I’m up here thinking they gripping
Fighting anxiety sipping on Henny for the healing
[?] got shot and he died inside the building
I can’t wait till all this pain is over
‘Cause I got too much weight on my shoulders
Granddaddy on drugs hoping he don’t dose over
Too much on my mind I don’t get time to focus
Too much on my mind I don’t get time to focus
(I lost too many members)
My soul hurt
Lost so many of my niggas that ain’t never coming back, Lord why they have to go first?
My soul hurt
Felt so much pain in my heart, you ain’t never felt how my soul hurt