Father! What have I become,
And will this battle ever be won?
I’ve walked but need to run.
This guilt feels like a ton, and
Its holding me down, but
Life can’t be undone.
Shame! Myself only to blame.
One life to play this game.
I can’t make the next move,
Until I can fuel my flame.
With trial & error I will seal my old
Self up, dig a grave, and then show
That i’ve had enough.
This is me, now I see I’m aloud to plea
Myself for being found guilty.
Tell me father what have I become!
I cannot go back, I cannot go back.
Whats been said, has now been done.
Feels like i’ve just begun,
Something new under the sun.
A fresh new start, now
Time to unload the gun.
Bang,
The past now down the drain,
But will not be in vein,
For chisel thy stone means
Nothing comes without pain.
Just play the game, ride the wave,
Till the wind goes calm. After all,
The worlds a big ticking time bomb.
Don’t waist a moment, share the love,
No use to feel despair.
Stay in control, or you may become
Your worst nightmare.
Tell me father what have I become!
I cannot go back, I cannot go back.
This all has just begun.
Lets take it back, and bring this down nice and slow.
There’s no time for breaks, this party is just getting started.
So lets get up, move around.
Keep pushing day to day,
Lets go from midnight to noon.
We all have battler within our heads,
As these voices seem like pure evil.
Then just one drink, and we’ll sink
To the bottom, where theres no luck
For retrieval.
But we can stand,
When we fall down.
Tell me father what have I become!
I cannot go back, I cannot go back.
This is what I have become.
This is what I have become.